pregant

my best friend is pregant i am so scared for her we have always taking care of each other and now she is going to have a baby she aint ready just like i aint ready she doesnt have a job, there not married, she has to many animals. She has ask me to be the god mother which i am really excited about that but at the same time i am really jealous. We have been fighting really bad the last couple of days over every thing she is so bitchy about everything and rude. i want so much for her and that baby i really dont have the money to help her like i use to but i am going to go ahead and put some stuff in walmart layway for her i dont want that baby to have to do with out. Dani is also a very dirty person she hates cleaning, that worrys me too very unhealthy and poor ricky he bought this house for him and dani he works 10, 12 hrs days to make it b/c dani will not get a job to make a house payment, truck payment, rent a center shit and more now to bring a baby in there life lord and dani thinks she nows how there going to make she is expecting title 19 but ricky makes to much money so she is going to have to file as homeless i think im not to sure how they do all that. My job is going really good, i was offered a second job with american red cross which i really wanted to take it but since i couldnt be there right at 5 they took there offer back that upset me. I meet adams grandma sunday she reminded me alot of my gma joann she was so nice, she got me something for christmas for the first time i had meet her i almost cried, mark adams step dad got me this really cool radio for my desk at work his aunt got us a 50 dollar gift ceft to chils, and his step gma got me a candle and some nuts of some sort it was really nice of all of them i was really happy and enjoied myself i just couldnt get over that they would have got me something when i have only been around for 8months. adam and i are getting along alot better. his gma advised me that if he would stay away from his mom that he would be doing alot better. she is taking us to lunch today. she even said that if adam would stay away from her that they would help him more and he could see his lil sister and brother more. but i know he is not going to stop seeing her. will and my family i had a break down on adam saturday night which he was so patience and nice about i was so upset about my mom i was really mean to him. after i cried for an hour and him handle me i calmed down. i want a vw beetle so bad but i am so upside down in the rodeo i aint funny. i miss katie my other dog i left her at my sisters i miss my other dog gomer too he is at my parents i have animals everywhere. defnay is getting alot better she had lost alot of weight when she was staying at danis w/o me. we have a few problems with dani she doesnt agree with us giving her water when ever she wants she feels that we should water the dogs once a day, whatever im doing defnay is doing. i cant stand it that dani yells at her all the time and if i go somewhere without taking defnay which doesnt happen to much they put her on a chain that is to short. I just wonder how she is going to treat a child how you treat your pets says alot about how you might treat your kids. work is really slow today i have had a lil bit to do but not enough oh well im not complain to much am i. mom i love you and miss you! but i dont understand you. i would like to go see my parents and dog this week but im so scared to go overthere anymore i dont want mom crying anymore i hate seeing her cry and hurt. im excited about this weekend things are starting to get back to normal now if i can just get back to paying 400.00 a month to my parents again GOD will help me with that. kristi i hope ur enjoying ur job and make sure i get that dog taxi back please its gomers and very expensive for it, i have mindys old one too it needs cleaned up. what happen to that one you had a gmas. anyways just make sure i get it back gomer doesnt do car rides.