new day

Nice meeting everyone I had a crazy week lately things have just been out of order and it makes me nervous. I went with my sister today to look at vehicles for me b/c of family issues i have to get a new vehicle. I have a 2000 rodeo that i worked so hard to get. But i also understand why everything aint working out. I would love rent this house with my boyfriend and friend so we can be back by ourselfs it really sounds like a good deal 2br/1ba backyard which our babys live inside, washer,dryer the works for 500.00 a month which would be 250.00 for me and adam. but me myself im so far in debt with stuff i have no idea what the hell is going on anymore. My sister is helping the best she can and im enjoying it sometimes. Lively here is ok but its nothing like living by myself. I feel like im playing this game making folks happy and watching what i say. Its driving me crazzy... Ive lost my family over a guy that i built a life with b/c they dont like everything about him no one knows him they just know what they see. OH and my sister got a job today im so happy for her I wished it was me but she needs one more then i do but then again we both need one i love working, i love everything about it i miss it buit no reason to be depressed about it.. Will later for now i have to get to bed